Till I Rot

(The character mentioned here is fictitious):

I'm walking on my own

This lonely road that stretches all along

I've been through this path before

But tonight head is heavy, my heart is sore

I feel no more , I've long lost my smile

My mind is numb , my thoughts embraced filthy line

Bathed in sin ,I've clothed my evil soul

I've stepped on tears, my pride has taken its toll

I've sold my soul ,I've bought all I could take

I've traded my heart ,replaced it with hate

I saw no good ,I saw no god ,I never turned back

I built my fortress  , grabbed an empire and I painted 'em black

Tonight I'm all alone, I'm afraid to think

I can smell me stink , I can feel me sink

Regret have filled my mind ,darkness filled my eyes

I'm blind ,its too late, I wish I had chose the otherwise

Now,the storm strikes in and cold wind blows

I wish this pouring rain could wash away my flaws

To cleanse my heart and soothe my soul

If these winds could carry me somewhere I could start over it all

Rain have soaked me wet ,but I'm drenched in grief

I'm drowning in tears ,shedding like an autumn leaf

I stripped all my clothes and I'll pray awful lot

Let my heart bleed , till I rot