Loneliness

I feel so cold
i am all alone
something tat im so used to
meeting 'me' again,the 'me' long gone

Back in tis room,it neva grows old
same old place, da dejavu of darkness
Four crimson walls surrounds me
& tis uncertainity drenchd  mind

This is the 'me' , wot i chose to be
& dis doors been closin on me
ever since i've learnd to love
dis loneliness have clouded my mind

Now i feel way too odd
Left behind by every1 i cared
frustration is all tat is left
desperation., and im  left drowning


This is where ive livd dying
alone,betrayed by every one i stood for
or atleast  the ones i tot ,they cared
untill i end up in dis room, again


All u vil eva have z ua shadow
coz if love z blind ,it vil neva find u
 and if u hate to be lovd
u vil neva know wot it  z like to be alone